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Dehire Feignmatism's Journal
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| Saturday, April 27th, 2002 |
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| track meet in smithtown today i came in secnd place oright. the show last night got cancelled, damnit. I was suppossed to hang with lauren but fuckin kid who is an upside down diamond changed the plans and we just wound up with sum soco at borderz chillen with a phat splif! | ||||||||
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| Thursday, April 25th, 2002 |
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| yo, it as a great day, we had Track Practice in the pouring rain down by the beach in oyser bay, it was pretty nice, i think i caught pneumonia, but it's all in good fun til someone has a seizer. Show tomorrow night (starting-line, brand new, and sum other bands) at the Sahara in Syosset, hopefully it'll be good! | ||||||||
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| Tuesday, April 23rd, 2002 |
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| ahh i wish i could share my feelings with everyone around me, every smile, ahh life is great. I haven't been in the journal in a while cuz i like to open up when I'm sad but right now i'm not, and I owe alot of that to lauren <3 shes just great, anyone who's sad, just wake up and look around at who really cares about you... you'll see there's someone for everyone | ||||||||
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| Saturday, March 30th, 2002 |
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| it's saturday, easter eve, the time in the lent when you're suppossed to feel full of love, full of life, just full, but now all I feel is empty. She just lives on her life with him in a lentamente world of procrastination while I kill myself here, our last words today... "happy easter/ u too." Meanwhile I'm really thinking "i hope you think of me, or/ don't let me die in your memories, don't think of him" you can't control people's feelings, this is going to take forever | ||||||||
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| Wednesday, March 27th, 2002 |
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the sun falls on my eyes and i'm struggling to find a reason why everybody smiles Am I the only one who feels this way at all or is someone to proud to let it go I'm swallowing my feet and choking on everything I fear If you change or stay the same, i'm sorry if I told you how I felt and you couldn't take it. But then I see her standing there and she's smiling I know that for a little while i'll be fine. |
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| Sunday, March 24th, 2002 |
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| sundays suck, one day they won't | ||||||||
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| Saturday, March 23rd, 2002 |
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| I guess i haven't been in the journal in a while, just kinda caught up in life and shit. Yesterday i went on a trip to washington d.c with dom's and we checked out a lot of shit, like the lincoln memorial and the white house. It was pretty good, then we stayed in a hotel and got home like 6 P.M. today; the bus ride was 6 hours long, and all I could see was her, every once and a while she'd glance up at me and I knew it meant nothing... it's so hard to live empty. "Some people die when they're 25 and aren't burried until they are 75." | ||||||||
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| Tuesday, February 19th, 2002 |
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| Life is peachy, isn't it! :) | ||||||||
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| Saturday, February 16th, 2002 |
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| the child has grown and he's got love on his mind, but what he'll never know, a virtous woman is hard to find. | ||||||||
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| Friday, January 18th, 2002 |
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My head lies facing the ground, I ring it around all day, tired and lifeless. ``Pale . . . wretch, exanimate by love.'' --Thomson |
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| Sunday, January 13th, 2002 |
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| I've never been this tired in my whole life, if I could take a picture of my eyes, it would make great blackmail... my brain is slowly eroding... | ||||||||
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| Friday, January 4th, 2002 |
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The allure, alluring me so sure its a cure my reliance on our alliance try to define this science consistency of decree built like a termitary and I'm certain it's not worth it |
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| Thursday, January 3rd, 2002 |
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| I just have to do something, stop bitching about it... | ||||||||
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| Tuesday, January 1st, 2002 |
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| the night it never ends... goin back to school thursday, it's really unpleasant | ||||||||
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| what the hell do i need... happy new years | ||||||||
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| this night will last a whole year | ||||||||
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| Sunday, December 30th, 2001 |
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| these eyes are not your eyes... sometimes you just fall, i haven't remembered sublimity in a while | ||||||||
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| Saturday, December 29th, 2001 |
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| dave letterman wants to be on the oprah show but she just keeps saying... "n'oprah"... | ||||||||
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| Thursday, December 13th, 2001 |
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| ...tried out for track today and I guess I'm in, even tho I haven't ran for a while and I feel like shit, I feel great, awake, purposed... the start of a fun life perhaps... | ||||||||
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| Tuesday, December 11th, 2001 |
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| I don't think i've seen an expression of selflessness in a while... | ||||||||
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Dehire Feignmatism's Journal
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amused.
crushed.
cranky.
full.
exanimate.
contemplative.
tired.
confused.
horny.